Wednesday, 16 June 2010

Long Time No Blog

I admit that I have been busier than usual lately. Thing that seems almost impossible, but is true. I have been trying hard not to get distracted and finish my literature review. Well I might say I am in the process of finishing it, and probably I won’t blog again till I have finished it. I’ve only got one month left to hand in my thesis and finally say goodbye to my student life. It was about time! I’m here, squeezing as much as possible my tiny brain, ready to start a new (more human this time) adventure along the river Cam. What I am mostly looking forward to is not my new job, but the chance of gaining back my life. I want my spare time back. It’s been about 4 years that I have been waiting for that, and with a little more sacrifice, I will put an end to the painful process of getting a PhD.

I am happy to say that the house hunting was succesfull, we found a house!!! I can’t wait move there for good. During the days I was in Cambridge my BG behaved well enough, despite an after meal scone with jam and bread and jam for breakfast... so I am happy!

Anyway, I am here with the same stupid problem of hypoing before lunch and dinner. I'm really looking forward to see my physician now. I feel I don't have any support at all... I don’t really know what to do anymore about it. I cannot lower the basal insulin but I cannot lower the bolus one too much as I get high readings. Am I at a dead end? Please pancreas of mine, what are you doing? Are you trying to give your little contribution too? Please, keep your efforts for worse days. I need you to work little by little as I don’t want to run out of insulin soon!

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